O, I am sorry. I know this doesn't really help, but how can any woman get involved with a married man? What is wrong with these women?
You have been going through this for so long now, O, this is so much pain to carry with you, maybe now that it is out in the open you can lean on your family more and that will help. I am hoping this will help with detachment and maybe they can help with the kids so you can get a little "alone time" to take care of yourself. You are so important, and you need to be your number 1 priority right now.
