Matt, I am so sorry for your D, but happy that you are finding some peace and strength in moving forward. You were such a huge help to me in my early days when I found this forum, you literally peeled me off the floor a few times and were one of the first DB'ers to "come to my rescue." For that I will always be grateful to you, and I wish you all the best that life has in store for you. Thank you. Much love, peace, and friendship to you.