Hey,

Made it through the night in an empty house. I understand now when other guys post about how quiet the house is empty.

I managed to keep it together, didn't think too much about my W spending all this wedding time with the Bestman that her friend is trying to set her up with.

I trust in our bond and our connection and have hope that this wedding will bring us closer. That this will give her the clarity that she is looking for, that it will give her the answers she needs.

She needs to go through this. She needs to make a choice or get closer to making one. To think of what path she wants to go on.

Today the kids are going to be dropped off at my house by my MIL. I don't think I will say anything about the S with her, unless she asks. I don't think she will, I think she will drop off and go.

Saturday I am taking the kids to a movie, they will love it.


Me late 30's
W mid 30's
T 15, M 10
S4, S7
ILYBNILWY June 2015
In house S July 2015
W rings off Oct 2015
My ring off Feb 2015
Separate houses June 2016