So all day today I actually felt pretty balanced and level. Then my job throws me a curveball and I'm not gonna be able to meet with XF tomorrow?!?! Saturday morning now and my anxiety shot through the roof! Uggghhhhh


Me 34, XF 27
Many years together
Son 4
Engaged
Not engaged
Many false starts by XF
7/16 new girlfriend comes into my life
2/17 girlfriend moves in my home