Ancaire, thanks. Financially, I will be much better off after d, or together. This s is pretty hard on funds. I can keep going down this road for a bit longer. After Christmas, I think the talk is inevitable. If she puts all of us through that, then I think I can be done. I don't want a D. Never will totally be ok with it, I'm sure.
Az, thanks. I have told her before that I can't be just her friend. And that sitting together doesn't work for me unless we are working on us. She has been sitting with me again since halloween. Has she forgotten? Does she want to try? Is she just being mean, while acting nice to me? I don't know.
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
