6 months in the storm

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Thanks V

I am fuming over STBXH right now. I just got the email about the cell plan being cancelled and I have 14 days to get on a plan on my own or my phone will be shut off. I guess me asking for him to wait until I was financially okay didn't go over well.

I am so tired of taking the high road. I give him everything and compromise with him when he needs something and I never get anything from him. He has no compassion or empathy for anyone but himself. I will follow my plan and I won't say anything to him. I will shut the phuck up but gawd am I pissed.

I am starting to reach a point where I don't think he will ever become unselfish and will always expect everything handed to him and for everyone else to take care of everything for him. I do not want that in a mate. I want a leader. I want a man to be a man but soft enough to show compassion when needed. I need someone to listen to my cries and not get upset with me for having feelings.

rant over