It might simply be until you are D, you aren't free n your mind.
This is true of me until my D is done, I still feel tied, it still seems to me to even date another an one on one is an A or EA, even though BD1 was over a year ago and WH and I have had no connection or sex since Feb 2014. I would that I feel otherwise, but it is my sense of me. It occurs to me too that anyone willing to date an S is slightly yuk, although this makes little sense in logic. I do not want to consider myself that yuk.
It is not my nature to give of myself until I a free of WH. It will not take long. My choice is unlikely to be someone S no matter how long, I sense religious issues or attachment, it inhibits.
I wish you joy and hope.
I sense though like V you stand for you M and family, even if WW is not your chosen version of a W at this stage.
V
Last edited by Vanilla; 11/12/1501:48 PM.
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
