Wow, mind is blown 10

[Uphill]

It doesn't matter what answer I get tomorrow, I still have a long road ahead of me. Even with best case scenario. There have been a lot of things said and done, not only by XF and myself but people picking sides and digging my hole deeper. Without the outside influance, I don't think we would be where we are in life. A few problems got exaggerated and more complicated with all the he said she said garbage. That is why one of my "rules" if we do end up trying is social media being gone.

Example of that is one day when it was getting rough, a friend of XF who knew PART of the story, posted a very rude/obscene rant aimed right at me, my sister and mother. XF was at work and it stayed up for over 8 hours until she saw it and got it removed. I knew to steer clear but my mom and sister reacted and defended themselves... That is the kind of thing I do not want affecting my life moving forward.