Wow, mind is blown 10

[Uphill]

Met with XF tonight to swap S4. Anybody wondering that hasn't followed my sitch, on her days with S4,I meet her in the morning to take S4 to my parents and at night I pick him up there and meet her again. Her and my mom have a little tension so I do this to avoid any further damage.

Anyways, XF stoked the fire a little bit and said she been doing lots of thinking and she still has some to do. While we were talking, S4 started acting up so I was listening while wrestling around with him, not only to get him to quit acting up but to distract him from hearing what was being talked about. Next thing you know, S4 is giggling and squirming around. I look back at XF and she's crying. She said, NOW LISTEN UP ANY NEWBIE READING THIS!!!!! The way I have been with our kid has gained more respect and attraction than anything else I could have done for her!

I'm trying not to get my hopes up and keep my expectations down, I am FAR from out of the woods even if I do get the answer I am hoping for on Friday. But that alone showed me that everybody here is right. Be the best dad possible. Not only for your children, it's attractive!