Mutatio, if you think you can save your M, get behind the thought and make it so.
If you don't think you can save your M, get behind it and make it so.
Being blunt, you are saying one thing and doing another, in doing so you are dragging yourself through turmoil, which is making you even more sad. Does it make sense to continue this way? For what it's worth I don't think so as you are made of tougher stuff.
Where are you with your goals and your plans, do they need a refresh? Get your head out of your sitch and into making mutation even wiser and who knows what will happen, but it's bound to be for the better.
- Nobody has ever learnt anything important from happiness and success; problems make us grow - Consult your plan, not your feelings - If you haven't set goals, how can you expect to achieve anything?