Sotto, I read your post on your thread. Your words are so wise, strong and honest. I admire your strength to admit what you are truly feeling. I think I am in denial of the situation I am in, and I am denying that I am in denial if that makes sense ;-), because my life just went upside down on BD, I thought I had everything until 3 months ago and believed I knew who I would have for the rest of my life.
I so agree with you about the anticipation of A's outcome. I too think it will not work out in the long run, in the real life...or is it just a false hope I'm clinging to? Am I willing to wait it out? How much can I person take?
Today I feel a lot of anger, towards H and OW. How disrespectful and irresponsible they are. How much pain and confusion they are causing to people who love and trusted H. I do not want to act on emotions, so I am just writing it out and saying out loud in the car by myself... but it is very tough to control such hurt and humiliation.
