Wow. Thank you. I am anxious, and I do have good reason to be. It actually calmed me down realizing what was happening. It's really comforting to know this another stage for me, and that I'll get past it. I feel like my thinking is much improved today, too. I felt like my brain wasn't really working well yesterday. Much better today.
I'm actually looking forward to getting out of here. That's shocking to me. Last month I wanted nothing more than to save this M. This month I want to save myself, and leave H to his folly. I have this feeling that I am going to become everything he said he wanted me to be, but I won't want him anymore, certainly not as he is now.
