You have had years with your W, he has had a few weeks or months at best. You know what she was better than he. He only knows the new W that is still forming, he may get bored, he may get distracted by someone else, he doesn't want the responsibility of her... In other words, lots of things can go wrong, don't worry and besides you can't affect her now, you can only enhance yourself and she is giving you the space to do that, embrace it.
Not sure if an electronic version is available, if it's not on Amazon, I doubt it. Get the book delivered elsewhere (the office, a relation or friends...) and read it at lunchtime or get home late by spending half an hour reading it in the parking lot before you set off from work...get into a problem solving mindset.
- Nobody has ever learnt anything important from happiness and success; problems make us grow - Consult your plan, not your feelings - If you haven't set goals, how can you expect to achieve anything?
