Wow, mind is blown 10

[Uphill]

I feel like since I went AWAL and had the life talks with her Monday, it has really opened us both up a lot. Communication is 500% better and much more pleasant. I have raised concerns of my own, as has she. I told her I can't make any promises other than I will do the best I can. There is lots of hurt and damage done on both sides.

This has not come up, but I had looked into it a few months ago just to know. There is a retroville weekend about an hour from where I live in January (I forget the exact weekend). If I see an effort on her side and we are trying, I would love to be able to give that a shot. I know, getting ahead of myself but it crossed my mind that the timing may be spot on. It only happens close to us once a year.