Yes Ancaire we will get through this. We have to...as I tell my children "Quitting is not an option!".
Some days I get angry and I wish on him what he put me through.
I didn't ask to get sick. I didn't want to have a chronic illness. I shouldn't have had to go to doctors appointments alone. My H left me 3 days after I started sick leave from my job. He once told me that I never consulted him before going on sick leave. I thought it was a given, since I spent most of my days being violently ill from chemo injections, that I couldn't go to work anymore. Funny thing is that now that we are separated I manage my illness much better. It was a rough go for a while and I had to stop all medications because my liver was getting seriously damaged. Ah well....I guess I still carry some resentment about the way it all went down.
My H had double hip replacement at 29 due to a childhood illness that damaged his bones. He will be heading for another replacement in about 10 years. He already has issues with pain and mobility at times. Who is going to push his wheelchair then? I hope his mom will still be around then, just like she was when he was 29. I should save my care and concern for someone that deserves it.......yet I still love him.
Grumble! I really wish Some days I didn't.
Di-mond in the rough M-45 H-38 My children S-25 D-23 T 5 M 4 H left April Fools Day 2015
