Journaling.
Typical weekend, we (W, kids, and I) spend time doing family things together. I would say it was good (fun and pleasant) weekend. Then Sunday evening, W and I go grocery shopping and cooked dinner together (not uncommon). But at dinner I comment on the soup (because it was honestly yummy) and inquired on the broth ingredients and process. Her shared but then added, “so you can make it for someone”. I was caught off guard by that comment from left field.

During the weekend (and 2-3 weeks ago) I shared with W that I had to work late at the office on Monday. Then on Monday, yesterday, when I reminded W re: my work schedule she said “I don’t care what you do just tell me so I can arrange my schedule”. Why make comments like that; it’s unnecessary. Let’s not forget a few weeks ago she went out without telling anyone (when I putting kids to bed).

No idea what W is thinking.. she opened her own bank account.. friendly over the weekend.. but turned sarcastic.. I believe DD suggest I leave her along (but be friendly and upbeat around W). I hate this situation I am in and wish it would just go away!

Basically 2 years.. and no end in sight.


M:44 W:42 S:10 S:8
T:19 M:13