Sometimes it feels like I should really ask him to leave. I know he doesn't have a place or can't afford one now, but that is not for me to worry? He is home a little more often/longer lately, but there is not much interaction. He usually sleeping/lying down even when kids are up, or locks himself in the room at night. He would not eat with us, he would not sit in the same room with us, so what is the point? He probably has really nowhere to go when he is with us, like OW working or something.
Then again, I have always initiated and made all the decisions and arrangement for him/us, from finances to vacations. I don't feel like doing that for him now. If I kick him out, he can say "I" kicked him out.
Is separation never a good thing? I know there are both people who say yes and no. In a way I feel like H should experience what a life would be with OW/without house and family, but also I am scared too once he is out, he won't be back...
It's been 3 months already me being nice and cheerful minding my own business, but we are not getting closer obviously.
