It's sad how we can let our happiness revolve around one person. When my wife left my happiness left with it. I had a friend asking me what do you like doing for fun Angel? I couldnt really answer her question. Sad isnt it? My happiness revolved around being with her. That's when i questioned myself, who am i? Why have I made myself so vulnerable? Where is my self-respect? Even while she was having an emotional affair through the internet , I always kept it to myself.
Trust me, being alone at my house has helped me tremendously. I have gotten closer to God. Something I never imagine I would do. It's amazing. I am actually relaxed and tell myself that i will be just fine with or without her. I have hope and my faith is with God that he is working on this marriage. I have become a better man mentally. I cant wait to see my daughters and be the best father to them. She is the one who will end up losing at the end, not me.
Yes there will be days where the emotional roller coaster is just too much, and you will cry yourself to sleep. But tears really do help you heal. Think positive all the time. prophesy your own future, it says it on the bible.
