"I will not show her an uncontrolled anger but only a righteous anger."
You shouldn't be showing her "anger" at all.
"but I will give her every opportunity to change her ways and prove she is recommitted to the M. I expect and am hoping for the best but preparing for the worst."
Do you realize that if you take that position of waiting for her to change and recommit, that you will just be waiting all the way till the D is finalized?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.