W asked me to bring the boys home from church, since our church is 45 minutes away. I did it, and when I got to our house the boys just ran inside. I followed them in carrying their clothes. W was friendly, nice and thankful. I went into the living room to give the boys a hug and noticed she had changed the family pics to one's without me in them. That stung. Our wedding pics are still up, but nothing showing that we are still a family.
I am very torn, to say the least. I want to stay hopeful, but seeing that hurt quite a bit. Not sure how long ago she did that either, maybe things have gotten better since then? Maybe it's all wishful thinking?
She just called about s6 bday. Wants me to be there and do just a friend party. Needs help hauling kids and chaperoning. Asked if I was ok with the plan. Said that she would call back later in the week to finalize everything. Said that I was quiet. I guess I was, since I am bummed. Not as bad as I was a month ago. So I have made progress there. This just stinks.
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
