Ancaire I hope that I haven't let you down. I went to yoga class yesterday and I am going to run today. It is beautiful outside and I need to take advantage of it. It was a small class at yoga but the routine is new and very challenging. Getting better at standing on one foot. I can do a back bend for thirty seconds. Core strength is much improved. I have to get back to lifting weights as my strength is much diminished from the cancer.

Rouky other than the exercise I am just hanging with S13. I have to get it together emotionally for him.

I am struggling to behave myself around the ladies. It sure helps the ego to have a cute girl interested in you but I know at this point I would just be using her. This is all just so hard. My therapist keeps reminding me that I am no where near ready to start dating. Ugh.............

M:53 W:47 M:15 years. S:18 S's: 30 & 28 from previous marriage. BD: 3/14 Divorced January 17.