Thank you JellyB. Your insight is greatly appreciated. I read your words last night and they gave me pause. I worked around the house today and kept coming back to your words.
I thought I had put my co-dependency issues behind me but now I think I have not. It is not the issue it was before but it is still an problem of mine. I mistook the feeling for sadness or mild depression. Since you mentioned it I see it as a milder version of the co-dependency feelings I've had in the past. I had some success working through it before and will pay attention to it now. Maybe I never beat it and thought I had. I shall mention it to my IC next week.
I think using the silence as a meditation technique is brilliant. Thank you again.
In regards to "a destiny that your soul is wanting you fulfill". I have a "Plan B" that I'm thinking about. It will take a few more years to assemble.
Thanks for taking the time to read my posts. Your thoughts are on target and I find them useful in the search for mutatio (latin for "change").
