Thank you Sandi. I ended up going out with my female friend last night. Talked for nearly 6 hours straight. It's amazing how well we get along. I don't know if it's meant to be more than friendship, but I do like her and feel she's a good person to have in my life right now.
My S8 had another floor hockey game today, and in spite of the fallout from spending an hour with WW last week, I decided to try it again. Conversation went fine, and tonight I'm not feeling down or depressed at all. Really just detached. Not sure if it's my new friend making the difference, but something has changed, and I feel as if I'm finally moving to a state of true detachment.
I'm missing S8, as he is with mom the whole weekend, but I'm really not missing WW at all. It's funny that she has started to warm up to me again, and it never fails that she will start complaining about something in her life. Tonight, she was going to a bonfire with friends of OM, who she apparently doesn't like, not to mention the temps are around 30 degrees. She seemed far less than excited about the evening. I just said that's too bad, and smiled as she walked away. Then went about my day. No idea what the future holds, but I've finally reached a point where I truly believe I'll be just fine without WW in my life.
Me 47 W 42 T 24 yrs M 18 yrs W living with OM BD1: 3/7/2015 (A with OM#1) BD2: 4/11/2015 (A with OM#2, W moves out) WW filed for D, papers received 9/18/2015. Meeting to determine child custody 9/29/2015.
