Time to let go ....How (4)

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Update
Picked up S4 fro school yesterday. Grabbed some lunch and we went to my office so I could get some stuff done. Finally got to leave and he has been bugging me about a new character for one of his video games. We stopped to get this. Headed home to get it all working. I was getting things set up for him and he is just sitting there wrapped around my arm kissing me. He is so sweet and I feel so bad making him go through this and not being able to see me some days.

D7 got home off the bus and ran up and hugged me. We had a really nice day here yesterday so I went out to cut the grass and clean up some stuff outside. Kids played with friends and just let them do whatever. W called to speak to them in the evening while D was playing at friends house. S didn't really want to speak to her, actually told me not to answer. He was really brief and just stopped talking.

Got D from friends house so we could get some dinner. Figured that out and we planned on camping out in the living room watching movies. I think we all got tired and wanted to get comfortable so we headed up to my big bed and cuddled and fell asleep.

Now being it was W first weekend on her own and no kids I knew she would be going out. No word if she was or not but she didn't even call the kids to say goodnight. Just shows me she is still so focused on herself. I am documenting all of this. I feel bad for all of them, she doesn't see the damage she does by doing these things but wonders why they act different towards me.

W wants to get together Sunday when she gets kids to sign the sep agreement and then go through some pictures and see who will take what. I am going to sign the papers but think I will be busy and need to get somewhere instead of doing the pictures. I do not feel ready for thatyet. I have avoided looking through them as they are sitting out, just don't want the memories flooding right now. I also want her to know all of this is not her show and it will go as she plans.

That is all for now, going to take advantage of the weather before rain comes.