I'm not Scottish, but my home city is from a part of England that is more straightforward with it's wording than southerner's are used to!
We've got your back here, but you're just getting far too worked up. Azzork says you need to relax. That's right. Give yourself a bit of you time. I sometimes just go for a ride on the bus or the train; on my own, but that just gives me space to watch the countryside unfold and let me take a break. GAL doesn't have to be madcap ideas and overstretching sports.
I understand you want to fix this, we all do. Right now, we can't. It doesn't matter what you want to do, your W will not pull in the same direction. WAW/WW's are so stubborn, it'll kill them one day!
M 45 W 52 SD22 S9 D8 BD 6 April 2015 Not living together 4 Dec 2015