She has a flight in the morning. As soon as I got home she was leaving. She told D4 she would call her tomorrow. I said very cheerfully "leaving for your trip?" She said "Yes" I said "be careful" she said "thank you" I know 2 of her boyfriends live on the airport side of town. My head knows she needs to spend time with these dirt balls to see they aren't as awesome as I am. Trying to not be emotional about it.
I've been praying this week God would show me signs of progress. Maybe it's bc I'm upset but I feel she's being set up for a big fall. She's leaving a wonderful and loving husband who God has showed me this week i'll be able to afford to keep our home that we both love. She has taken a new job so she most likely will not be able to get a loan to get a new home not to mention in our town she would have a hard time affording much more than a condo. She's really going to struggle to be able to buy or rent anything with 3 bedrooms. Maybe that will be her rock bottom but it may not come until after the D. After the D i'm afraid I will be done. No taking her back
Me 40 WW 41 D 4 S 12 S 14 BD 6.16.2015 W stopped wearing ring 9.4.15 W Filed Divorce 9.14.15 My ring off 11.15.15 D finalized 12.18.15 WXW (wayward X wife) moved out 1.28.16 got her own place
