Working on improving Ghost

[ATPeace]

Thank you Aazork you write things so beautifully I have a lot of respect for you and Sandi2 ...huddy well he is Scottish so I would not expect him to mix his words 😜😜😜

I do understand it is a mindset right now I am feeling totally fine my W is not here and I am not feeling any sadness whatsoever I am not right now dependant on my W for my happiness however earlier I was with my little girl and was just walking up and down the shopping isles trying to keep her entertained trying till time and I was feeling very very low and almost crying so it does seem to be much worse when I have time to think and reflect on what has happend or is happening

Time will heal me but I think I am going to need a fair bit of time ....each day I am finding a little bit of strength

I will try to spot the signs the triggers the things that get me started then try to find ways to avoid them because right now I feel great

I will log what causes me to start to wobble

Thanks for everything

Ghost