Sandi2 huddy fog Azzork angel v and everyone I have missed you have always been great without your help over the last few months I would not be here

So many of you have taken time out of your lives to try to help me and all I have done is go round and round in circles

The last two weeks my wife has been working nearly every night so I have had the kids most evenings soon she will be not working so this will mean she will be going out clubbing again meeting her friends and I have to accept this

If I knew my life would be like this I would certainly have done things differently

I will try to take a week off try to get myself in a better place

I know too many try's so am setting myself up for a fall already but will focus on me


Me:48 W 41
M:18 T:26
2 D 18 & 4
2 S 17 & 13
Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation
D filed 06/17
Separate houses 10/17
D Final 29/12//17.