in house seperation (3)

[vise82]

Hey OhGreat,

YOu make some good points I decided to just have fun with the kids and styed home with them.

I am boing to the movies tonight but I am feeling like backing out and not going but I wont, I need this. Even if its by myself.

W texted twice this morning, asked how we all are doing ( usually it just how are the boys doing), and that she is headed to breakfast.

So I haven't replied yet, going to wait till I am done work. W was going to call tonight to talk to kids hopefully she does it at dinner time as I will out after that.

I had to go to the bank yesterday to see about closing our old joint account, found out W did it already , didn't tell me and took the $40 balance. $20 of that is mine, not sure it even worth mentioning. But that is proof of her stealing $, Ha HA.

Also I didn't notice at first but after talking to the teller there was this connection, and attraction that just hit me. we just locked eyes and continued to talk about the account and I got the butterflies, Just came out of no where and all of a sudden I was very attracted to this girl and I was getting that vibe from her also.

Its nice to know that I can still feel like that, its so rare that happens though but I had to let it go as a fleeting feeling at the time. After I left the bank I thought for a second that maybe I didn't have to go to the movies alone...