I am grateful today:

Had fun at ball practice with the boys last night.

S4 and I are starting the journey towards building my own house today.

Going to have a movie night tonight with my boys.


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Still hopeful. Still feeling upbeat. Still wish that there was something I could do to help the process move forward, feel the need to do something. I know that it appears to me that we are moving in the right direction. I need to be content with that, but it's hard. I see a sign, and want to run with it.

Boys are great, I slept in a queen bed with 3 kids, and it doesn't bother me a bit. It's crowded, but in a good way. These little dudes are great. Wish that I could see them more often, but we have fun when we are together.

Anyone that has gotten to piecing, what would be the next set of signs? I have been the one to walk away from the conversation the last couple times. I do more gal activities, but she never really asks. I guess that could be something there, if she starts asking questions. What else?


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3 boys
Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....