You are talking to your W waaaaaaaay too much. And again you go believing her what she says. Don't. WTF?
Trust me, she will use anything and everything against you and you are just handing her the ammo. You really are incredible. She got you convinced that you are a serial rapist, women molesting wife beater. ARE YOU SERIOUS?!?
You really do need to TAKE YOUR NUTS OUT OF HER PURSE! She's playing you like a fiddle here, can't you see that?