The program that I have self enrolled onto I do not think I can come off it easily I feel coming off it could potentially lead to problems further down the line if my wife ever did say I was an abusive husband she could use me coming off the course as not dealing with my problems as I am still caught between a rock and a hard place with no right and no wrong.
I signed some forms at the beginning of the course ....and the last thing I want to happen is that this is used against me as an admission of any guilt
I spoke to my wife last night and she said that she never would us this against me as this would not be fair on our children right now all I can do is hope trust and believe that she keeps her word.
All I know is that with my current state of mind I would agree to pretty much anything and I am very much susceptible to suggestion that I have done wrong and I am willing to take the blame on pretty much anything and everything in the hope that I could save my marriage
Ghost
Me:48 W 41 M:18 T:26 2 D 18 & 4 2 S 17 & 13 Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation D filed 06/17 Separate houses 10/17 D Final 29/12//17.
