titikSate

[PigPen]

Brother, you and I live in the same house just miles apart. Someone asked me last week if my W had some kind of spell on me. I think she might.

I understand what you are saying about kryptonite Mutatio, and that's what makes this the hardest. The most gut wrenching. What will (censored) your life up on every level.

As someone who spent years courting his wife, got dumped by her twice before being M'ed, and still holds on to the belief that we haven't finished our lives together just yet, I feel you. There is nothing like the pain of butting up against your strongest belief.

All I can offer is what I am choosing to believe. That either we will end up together some way, or that my greatest lesson in life will come from learning to live without her. That I will experience a pain so great that I will be able to look at someone else that is hurting and know exactly what they are going through - and be able to speak comfort to them as an equal.

You my friend have the heart of an artist and the soul of a wise traveler. You love deeply, speak wisely and even from the little you type are it is apparent that you are a healer in some manner. Your words cut through all of the BS in threads in an instant.

I'm sorry you are in pain Mutatio, I bear witness to your suffering and pray that it is transforming you in a capacity that hasn't been shown to you yet. I just can't believe in a world where a man that speaks the way you do is being tested for no reason.

You may move far away, and you may only seek comfort in the companionship of a dog. But where ever you go, that place will be blessed by a sage.

Stay strong. Everyone suffers in some capacity. Everyone has battles and a great test. This is yours. And you are passing it with grace.

PP