I truly understand the pain of loving someone and getting nothing in return. I'm so sorry it's happening to you. You are truly awesome, and such a great example for the rest of us. It's my greatest wish for you that your W will appreciate all you've done to hang in there and hold your M together. I wish my H had even the tiniest portion of the commitment you've shown. I'm not sure your W deserves you, but as long as she is what you want most in this world, I will be right here for you - cheering you on.