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[vise82]

Hey,

So today I got so caught up playing with my boys at the park then getting dinner ready then eating, I forgot about their weekly kid play meeting. This is something my W will use as an example of how forgetful I can be and use it against me. Just ran out of time by the time I realized It was time to go it was too late. I am a little disappointed but its not the end of the world, the kids were having fun with me.

I have the babysitter booked, I am going to see the new james bond movie. It should be pure inspiration for me.

Now how do I handle telling my W? Dammed if I do dammed if I don't. Besides the kids always tell anyway. I think I will leave it till the last minute then tell her. Like when the kids say something, then I can say yes I did go out... and the babysitter looked after the kids for a couple of hours.

I am hesitant in looking up old friends, there is just so much drama that goes with it. As they are still friends with my brothers who I don't talk to anymore. Its a nasty social web that I am out of, not sure I want back into. But what I am into right now is not good either. Just not ready to reach out yet I guess.