Triangulation (Differences between WAHs and WAWs 4

[JulieH]

Had my first appt with IC today. I'm not sure what to think. Basically spent the session crying and telling her what's been going on. She seemed young, sweet, and empathetic. Had a nice shiny engagement and wedding ring so probably recently married.

I'm not sure. I don't really have experience with counseling and the referrals I had do not take insurance. I want someone that will be More then just a sounding board and that won't be afraid to tell me what I might not want to hear. She seemed more like a girlfriend, but I don't know. I guess give her a chance. Not much would happen anyway during first session.

during session I focused on all the stuff he did and I felt like I was all over the place. When I spoke with DB coach, questioning and everything was well organized and concise. You can tell the difference.

I feel really guilty right now. After boys were born I was really nasty to my husband. I was not a good wife to him. I wish I could go back and just treat him different, because it was so nice being loved by him then. I miss his love so much. I am nothing to him now. He is so done. He will never come back. I feel like all of this was just false hope. I read divorce busters earlier in our situation but it's like I could not truly understand and implement. Now that I am at the bottom (hopefully...although it could still get worse) I am just starting to get it, and it's too late.