LBH w/ a WW trying to save my M (4)

[gs9]

Journaling
I'm finding myself thinking about her less and less.....and it doesn't make me sad.
She has continually chose these other men over me consistently for 5+ months.
Her fantasy world of us divorcing and then getting back together is not reality.
I'm very willing to help her through this storm of her self healing but not while she carries on her A's. If she would dump them and commit to respecting our M I would help her weather this storm. Not even commit to working on the M until she is completely healed but just to commit to respecting the M. Because she won't I'm ready for the D. I don't want it but I won't be treated like this either. I'll fight like a dog until the D is signed. After.........I'm moving on and not looking back.