Dropping the Rope V

[roist]

That is a great belief to be able to have. It will shape your actions,behaviours and results. Since our holiday I have let my W's actions dictate my belief that it will end and this has affected me and I unconsciously may have headed in that direction. I still have no reason for high hopes but I am regaining my confidence and positivity.

Z, if my W reached out and placed a hand on me I would not sleep.It would be too huge a moment. I am a little jealous, but I am happy for you.

The next question is for me though may help you see the different place you are at now. Can you outline a little about how things were during your dark years when W didn't want anything to do with you? If you prefer not dwell on the past,i can understand that, but as I said maybe it will enhance the progress in your mind.