Working on improving Ghost

[ATPeace]

Thank you it was very strange being there when I first turned up I though no I do not belong here I felt I was in a room full of people wh I would not associate with normally very clearly low income men who perhaps had been abusive to their partners....I though I did not fit in here.

The group had 7 others four of them were there because they had been violent to their partners and had been told they have to go on this program. It was quite humbling listening to them talk ....when it got to my turn to talk about why I was there I found myself breaking down and crying in front of 7 strangers and the two people running the group.

One of the guys bought me over some tissue which I thought was really nice and then at the end of the session one if the other guys came I've and shook my hand so for me to pre judge them was wrong ...was very wrong.

I am still reading no more Mr nice guy and the book is proving to be helpful it might be a book I have to revisit to pick up more information each time I re read sections

Vanilla told me that I should look in the mirror every day and smile start making changes to me ...for me ....

My kids are my world I have left hem down by not being there for them enough I will not make this mistake again