Well, I haven't heard anything from husband in several weeks. I can look at his internet searches. Yesterday he searched divorce papers. He has not said anything to me about it. I am not sure if he will or if he will just have me served with papers. I am kind of in shock. I didn't really think he would file - I guess he still might not, but it doesn't look good. It is hard to understand how someone can just wake up one day and not love you anymore. I just don't understand why he couldn't even try to work on our marriage. Any suggestions on what to do if he does file?
I know I need to work on myself and I have been trying. This is just such shock for me.
Other than this new news, I have been keeping myself busy. I just got back from an out of town work trip. It was pretty good.
