I have forgiven her in my heart, but as far as taking her back, I can say no I would not take her back. It would take many years of therapy, money time and effort on both ends, including my children. The damage is too irreparable IMHO. I deserve a kind GOD fearing woman, that is trustworthy, kind, loving, that puts GOD first. That is the best foundation to a new better relationship for me and my children.