Wow, mind is blown 9

[Uphill]

I have wanted to have a solid heart to heart for many months now. The problem is, if I were to actually get her to agree to sit down and chat (I don't think that would be a hard challenge), I would be laying all my cards on the table and pouring my heart out... Exactly what we can't do.

Sure it is possible that would work, very unlikely though. More likely to be seen as pursuing, begging and pleading? So in the end it would not only push her away but give her and her friends something new to make fun of me about.

In the meantime I will continue on my path of upgrading myself and keep thinking about my forthcoming choices l.