Where I stand conflicted on that end of it... I don't think I will ever lose that hope of one day it would be nice to build a new R. But if I don't ever get over it and don't look into other options I may live life for somebody who doesn't love me back forever? There's no guarantee no matter what I do that I will ever get another chance. Do I hope I do? 100%! Does that mean it gonna happen? Prolly 10% chance? No decisions are going to happen overnight, this will be a tough one which requires a lot more thought.
Excellent point, Uphill. It is a very tough decision and I know that you will choose the best path for you.
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.