*need help*

[barbie7]

Quick update-haven't had much time to get on here-I'm finally getting the support money coming in after a lot of headache and trouble from them..she is still bringing him here to pick the girls up BC he hasn't fixed his truck yet..me and her got into an argument a few weeks ago..i told her she isn't going to boss me around with my kids and I had the kids with him not her and that I need to speak to him about them not her..she demanded that I respect her and a bunch of other stuff..long story but I'm so sick and tired of her controlling everything and having her nose in everything..she is the one that puts the support money in the account for now until they start taking it out of his check..i do not have his phone number only hers and they want me to communicate to her about the kids BC he's always working..he does have his own phone but she wont allow him to give me the # I guess..every time he calls the girls he has it on speaker so she can hear everything..my middle daughter can't stand her and doesn't even want to go over there anymore but I can't do anything about that 😣 I pray every night that they break up for good and she goes away but they are just getting closer than ever and always talking about their future..i do nor speak to him unless absolutely necessary and when she texts me I try to keep it short but they just don't understand I want nothing to do with her and she wants us to act like bff and for us all to just be a big happy family..I've been doing pretty good though most of the time..keeping up with 3 kids and a house is a big handfull but sometimes I do get sad and lonely and just ask God why him and her seem to be getting away with what they've done to us..who knows what can happen like I said we can't get divorced until next September but I'm really starting to hate him for everything he has said and done..I'm hoping God has another man picked out for me after I'm divorced..the kids have a few things coming up that they want to go to so that will give us something fun to do..let's just say that I'm trying to teach my kids manners,morals,right from wrong,etc. And this woman isn't even taking a bath or brushing her teeth or wearing deodorant when the girls are there..i hope they don't think that's ok for them to do..and even though I'm doing a great job with everything *so I've been told* she is still trying to out mother me..even telling the girls she's sure her house is cleaner than mine and blah blah..she is an idiot..she has no kids full time and barely has anything in her house..oh well looks like even when I ignore them completely they still talk crap about me..she's still asking him if he wants me back and he says no..idk why she thinks I would want him back at this point but whatever floats their boat..I'm just so grateful i have my babies with me even with all the other crap that goes on and I do feel that God has something better in store for us I just don't know when..oh and I've been dressing a lot better lately when I go to places and I've been getting some looks so that makes me feel better..she even told him the other day that I looked really pretty when they picked the girls up..the girls told me she said that after they left..guess she wanted to see if he would say something..idk why she's talking about me looking pretty..that's kind of weird to me but oh well