Wow, mind is blown 9

[Uphill]

Where I stand conflicted on that end of it... I don't think I will ever lose that hope of one day it would be nice to build a new R. But if I don't ever get over it and don't look into other options I may live life for somebody who doesn't love me back forever? There's no guarantee no matter what I do that I will ever get another chance. Do I hope I do? 100%! Does that mean it gonna happen? Prolly 10% chance? No decisions are going to happen overnight, this will be a tough one which requires a lot more thought.