We all have that feeling our S's will never come back. I go back and forth daily/weekly of seeing huge positives to then being in that it will never effect the final outcome.
We also had a feeling long ago they would never leave us. Feelings change so no reason to become stuck in that fear of her always wanting this. Accept both posibilities could happen and work toward not needing either to live happy.
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be
