PP's WAW Adventure Continues - (8)

[PigPen]

Hi PP,

I just posted on my thread in response to you stopping by to say hello. Thank you by the way.

And then I read on Rouky's thread you were anticipating a breakdown in hour and half. Not sure what to say that would help. I often revert to Lady V's standard of a good cry is therapeutic as tears release toxins building up in the body. Lady V would however say it in a far more elegant and intellectual way and make you feel like the world and people were a far more loving and kind than it actually feels sometimes.

You are alot like Lady V PP. I don't know if it because you both sing off the same hymn sheet with the Higherpower and 12 Steps, or if it is something innate in each of you and how you are traveling this journey.

There is a great kindness and warmth in the way you phrase things for other's and how you speak of your own vulnerablities, insights and growth. Hard to describe such qualities, it seems like a Human/Spiritual X-Factor. I see it in other's as well that are here, Sotto, As is, Avanti, RD. There's an ease at which you connect with others. Ease their suffering.

I don't say the above with any intent or knowledge that anything I say will assist in reverting the course of a breakdown/meltdown, these are inevitable on this human journey particulary the one of heartbreak and loss. But providing human comfort to those that are suffering is as I see it humanity itself. And indeed a selfish act. I get some goodies too feeling a connection to you and the others that are having a moment of loss and suffering.

A bit of my own navel gazing involved in this post dear PP. But my intent was honourable let me assure you.

Much love and light to you tonight dear PP.


JellyB XXX

Thank you for this sweet message Jelly, navel gazing is quite ok on my thread. I appreciate your kind words, BD opened me up to all of the ways that I was closed off in my life.

While I still fight for my M, I'm eternally grateful for the experience so far. I believe I feared being open, feared being vulnerable in front of people, and feared letting people know that I was struggling in any capacity. I actually didn't think I had a right to any of the above. Life is far more interesting now with an open heart and no fear of being seen...hopefully the random acts of crying stop at some point, they're starting to get a bit annoying.

If my situation gives you peace or lessens your pain by a connection, I'm all for it. There's a bond created in communal suffering no matter what the catalyst.

Here's to the bond staying and the suffering lessening!

Big hug,

PP