Fogg, I like the way you stated that, to revisit the sitch on new years. I would love to be able to let go... really I would.
Ancaire, I lived with my little sis for 3 months, I could live with big sis. Wouldn't bother me at all. Yep, we should have snow for Christmas. (Indiana) I like the idea of restoring a sled, that would be pretty cool. And, it would mean more than some toy I buy and gets discarded in a couple months.
I will try to be a bit hard to get. My friends that I confide in are telling me to be very careful, so as to not get crushed again. I know that I can't take too many more crushing blows, before I give up completely on W. I still love her, and being around her intensifies that. I will see her for a few minutes at kid swap Thursday, basketball for 2 hours Saturday, and church Sunday.
I haven't went to church in about a month, so I am overdue on going. It helps! I couldn't go to counseling this week or last due to work schedule. My priest wants me to call him Thursday night, and chat. That will be nice, and helpful.
