Ghost, this fear is key to everything. As long as your actions are governed by this fear, you will find this an uphill struggle.
Can you explore it some more? What is it about being alone that you fear? Are there practical answers to these things? Are there things within your control that could lessen the fear?
Also, are you going to get into another R purely because you don't want to be alone? Would that be a good reason do you think?
I do think exploring this area may help you. From where I am sitting, you could have a wonderful life alone for a while until/unless you met someone else...
Hope you are eating well my friend!! No white bread for you!
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
