So much goes through my mind

I am 46 I have four kids I want to be happy

i I do not think I can be happy in my own so this means forming another relationship this worries me too I don't want more kids

Worry worry worry


Me:48 W 41
M:18 T:26
2 D 18 & 4
2 S 17 & 13
Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation
D filed 06/17
Separate houses 10/17
D Final 29/12//17.